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I have been scared to apply for an opportunity. The reason is because I know this woman is either Muslim herself or sympathetic to Muslims. Because of that I imagined she would hate me. That she would hate my work.

But I don't know what she feels about Jewish people... or whether that would effect her judgement about me - but I imagine the worst. I am paranoid.
I realise I'll have to work on it.

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